Thinking life could never go wrong. Her dreams were never crushed, there were no wrongs she never took seriously and she always had that easy going personality in herself. I mean, she was okay then and she had the best life:Her whole family loved her. She had many friends to laugh with. She had someone she loved. Her spirit inside her never went down, no matter how embarrassing or bad things went. However, the girl's changed...to the total opposite.
The hatred between her and her cousins grew and she was left out as the unordinary person who just thought of her like a back up cousins for their entertainment. She got richer and moved towards another school, with a better house left her dear friends that she truly were attached to most. He broke up with her, but she knew it was for the better. Her spirit was still there but she didn't use it as often, because the spirit in her had changed.
Now, in her rich house, with her rich stuff, she sits alone even though surrounded by others with smiles on their faces. Many people think she's really lucky, really great but their thoughts have been in an illusion. Doing what she does, she can't sleep as her life changed to this: Thinking about the past is a haunted memory. She wants it to go, go away from her life, but just remembering how kind and how much love she had for her friends...she couldn't be as mean, as she had prayed for them every day.
The girl is still herself. That freaky weird kid, whose friendly and nice to everyone. However, being a pretender....she pretends to be that easy going person, that shows there's nothing wrong with her life. That easy going girl, is suffering from being too attached to her friends and needs to be let go and is suffering from loneness inside. Call her emo if you want to, but she doesn't give a damn to what mean jokey stuff anyone says to her.
The spirit inside her has changed, is has turned into where it keeps herself up from crying and embarrassing herself. It's the spirit where it shows she's still strong, and she doesn't care what mean things you say about her. The girl has many friends, family as well but secretly their getting distanced away from each other, but nobody knows. Soon, she knows that no one can know her too well....
There are people out there, whom she loves the most and would sacrifice her life for any of them. She only can trust her mom, her dad, her brother and some people out there. The pressure weighs on her, whether she wants to be that snobbish spoilt brat in her school or be like the happy girl she used to be in her old school. She can't decide, it'll clash soon. If she changes into that spoilt brat, stop her! PLEASE! stop her! If she's that happy used to be girl, she's just being a pretender. It's painful for her, but she can only move forward and the cruelty that keeps coming. All she can do is fight spirit with it, because you'll never see her cry again of such silly things...
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